Well, I'm sensing it is time to bring this little chapter of my life to a close. I'm going to keep this blog (partially because I think it is awfully cool-looking) in the hopes of using it again in the future as I embark on more overseas journeys and continue to learn through those experiences.
This morning I read through my India journal. There is nothing like following oneself through your own journey to learn a lot about who you are. I was amazed to see how my heart changed, slowly, over the course of the trip. I went into that experience with the wrong focus, with a heart full of distrust and skepticism. I remind myself of a Pharisee in my early journal entries ;). But, over time, I began to focus on the things that were important. I began to see India the way God wanted me to see it. Halfway through the trip, there was a turning point, one that is best illustrated in this portion of a journal entry:
"I think about these young girls who just want attention - someone to notice them, tell them they are valuable, they have worth. They don't deserve to live the way they do, without even the opportunity to demonstrate that they are smart, that they have skills and talents. They are forgotten before their lives have even begun."
This was the point at which I began to try to stop thinking about myself and start thinking about the people of India - seeing them with a heart of compassion. I can only credit God with that change inside of me. I would feel truly ashamed and saddened if I came back from India the same person I was when I left.
I have hoped all along that this blog can be a window into my experiences in India. If there is more you want to know, PLEASE contact me personally. I have so many stories that I would love to share. Thank you again for all of your love, encouragement, and support.
I love you guys!
Sara
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